Today, I just long to talk to friends I haven't been in touch with. Friends I've loved, laughed and cried--but they seem so far away now that I wonder if they'd feel the same way as they used to feel. There were a few of them that I had threated losing--I wanted to keep them for life..you know, just a call away--but my phone was too busy for them and they are gone now. I miss them and I wish i had tried harder to keep them near.