It’s already the secondth month of 2010. Actually just a week before the 3rd month. 2010 January was the most fruitful months of all these years. I say this because I took off on a real first abroad vacation. ..and it was worth it. I even started a blog to document my travel experience and I hope I’ll be writing more than I do here.
It’s amazing how time flies and at the end of this year I don’t want look back and say “oh I don’t know what I did” and feel terribly frustrated and depressed that another year goes by without any ‘milestones’. When I was 20 and then 20 somethings I had a mental note of what I wanted to do before I hit thirty but I was always busy writing assignments or too busy attending classes and therefore not enough time to do anything else. And I kept saying ‘once I’m through with this.’ I haven’t quite hit the thirty mark but am getting there...am just this much away from it. I don’t remember any of the things I wanted to do...perhaps they weren’t interesting enough? But that ‘list of things to do before I hit thirty’ kept me going if not very far.
Today, my life is pretty much mapped out. For the first time in my life, I’m certain of my future. Do you know how much happiness that brings you? I’ve been floating tiring and disastrous at times but I know I’m heading towards the right direction. Just so that I do not get carried away I'm determined to maintian monthly targets this year. January has been good. February is not so good but I still have a week to turn that around :) I should nail the interview and that might change some things around me or perhaps “Me” ;)
If that happens March and the following month looks pretty fine. If not, I just plan to write and this time some real stuff and knock the damn ‘dissatisfaction’ feeling off my chest.
