I hardly ever come around here these days...I just didn't have much to say or so I thought. But could it be, I had lost my voice? My will to express...maybe. There are times when I'm confounded with things that are too personal to be talked about--times when I think no-one will understand. Even if they do, who keeps a secret these days anyways. I must be crazy to think talking here is personal. But somewhere in my heart, I feel secure in knowing that readers would just come by, read, wish me well and move on with their lives.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
wedding blues
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Monday, March 1, 2010
My eyes are still sore with glancing through the flimsy shadows of my dreams.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
reminder--feb 2010
It’s already the secondth month of 2010. Actually just a week before the 3rd month. 2010 January was the most fruitful months of all these years. I say this because I took off on a real first abroad vacation. ..and it was worth it. I even started a blog to document my travel experience and I hope I’ll be writing more than I do here.
It’s amazing how time flies and at the end of this year I don’t want look back and say “oh I don’t know what I did” and feel terribly frustrated and depressed that another year goes by without any ‘milestones’. When I was 20 and then 20 somethings I had a mental note of what I wanted to do before I hit thirty but I was always busy writing assignments or too busy attending classes and therefore not enough time to do anything else. And I kept saying ‘once I’m through with this.’ I haven’t quite hit the thirty mark but am getting there...am just this much away from it. I don’t remember any of the things I wanted to do...perhaps they weren’t interesting enough? But that ‘list of things to do before I hit thirty’ kept me going if not very far.
Today, my life is pretty much mapped out. For the first time in my life, I’m certain of my future. Do you know how much happiness that brings you? I’ve been floating tiring and disastrous at times but I know I’m heading towards the right direction. Just so that I do not get carried away I'm determined to maintian monthly targets this year. January has been good. February is not so good but I still have a week to turn that around :) I should nail the interview and that might change some things around me or perhaps “Me” ;)
If that happens March and the following month looks pretty fine. If not, I just plan to write and this time some real stuff and knock the damn ‘dissatisfaction’ feeling off my chest.
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Cliff cottage Bang Bao
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
from Koh Chang
In an island, a cliff to be precise with the view of the ocean nestled on a hammock, music and the fiance and some friends. Dreams do come true.
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
seasons of life...
It's cold outside, it has been for a few weeks now... but this shall pass soon. And summer it will be, long, dry and sweaty. If only i could make winter stay just a bit longer...until at least I say I do. Summer and Monsoon's coming on my way of perfection. Sigh, could I get through this? could I? could I? where and when? a delayed October so that I could feel the sand and the echoes of the church wall? or the planned June behind enclosed doors and multitudes of strangers? life is complicated as it is. Summer and monsoon were supposed to be least of the problems.
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
A reminder to self, the things I love, loved...
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Friday, January 1, 2010
the old is gone, the new has come..
2009 went away last night. I heard the glitter opening up in the sky.Only it was distant. But I could feel it evaporating into darkness until the last bit. It was the broken disc, the torn garment that glared through. I wake up to a new year--where the traces of last night has been cleared and cleaned. 2010 is an important year for me. It is the year when I will be saying "I do" to the most wonderful man. That someone I will be spending endless evenings sipping tea in the balcony, learn to ski and skate, eat Thai street food and Sushi.
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Monday, December 14, 2009
A heads up!
I'm the planning kind and nothing ever on earth is going to stop me from enjoying every little moment of this wonderful ride towards a "forever us" Not even you baby. So while you sit and dream that everything's going to fall into place just like that. I'm all ready--and here I begin with folders-multicolored for inspiration and the book that will hold all important and not so important scribblings and notes and lists and all of that stuff...pens of all colors-for easy identification of what will be written, stick ons, post-it prompts, etc. So right now, my favorite shopping hang out is the stationary stores. Don't tell me "am wasting time" because that is the root cause of all wars and unfortunate incidences. Rather, have fun with me on this and in the mean time wish yourself some luck!
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